January 12

God Doesn’t Change

Bible Reading: Psalm 102:25-28; Hebrews 13:8: James 1:17

My wife Laura has Stage IV Metastatic Cancer.  She received her diagnosis almost five years ago, after she had dealt with a mysterious back pain for nearly six months.  Cancer changes everything.  Laura was incredibly active before all that.  She admirably fulfilled her roles as a wife and mom and Pastor’s wife and teaching aide.  The cancer had spread mostly to her backbone and caused three compression fractures and a compromised back.  After receiving radiation treatments to shrink a tumor on her spine, she was fitted with a back brace and given a 5lb weight limit of what she could lift.  The cancer treatments left her with a weakened immune system and she contracted shingles (a common occurrence for cancer patients).  The shingles rash eventually disappeared, but she was left with a condition called Post Herpetic Neuralgia, which inflicts her with a chronic pain which she deals with 24/7.  

As a result of Laura’s cancer, we made the decision to move close to our grandkids.  We sold our dream home, left our hometown and our beloved church family (the church I’d pastored for almost 30 years) to move to be near our grandkids.  Every month we make a trip to Kennewick to the oncologist and palliative care specialist to review her blood counts and treatment plan.  She’s now on her third distinct treatment regimen, the first two having run their course.  But God is good–He’s provided the best of medical care for her.  We’ve many friends who pray for her and she has maintained a wonderful attitude through it all, trusting Jesus and finding positive ways to love and serve others (as she has always been prone to do).  By God’s grace she’s been an inspiration to me and others!

I say all of that, not to garner sympathy, though your prayers for us are always gladly welcomed, but to illustrate that life is full of change.  That’s true for all of us.  We change.  Our circumstances change.  Indeed, these days are not only filled with many changes, but it seems as if change is happening at a faster rate.

There is comfort in the realization God does not change.  God is unchanging in the perfection of His attributes.  God is omnipotent, He cannot grow stronger and will not weaken.  His infinite knowledge and wisdom will never increase or diminish.  His love will never be more, or less than it has always been.  We have bad days, God does not.  We experience mood swings, God does not.  Our strength and ability to remember things diminish with age, but not so with God.  He is unchanging in His purpose, His promises and in His Word.  “The grass withers, and the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever” (Isaiah 40:8).  The heavens and the earth themselves will pass away, but God will remain the same (Psalm 102:25-28).

“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever” (Hebrews 13:8).  The Jesus who brought you “out of darkness into His marvelous light” (1 Peter 2:9) is the same Jesus who is even now at the right hand of God “interceding for (you)” (Romans 8:34). He is the same Jesus who will one day “transform (your) lowly body to be like his glorious body” (Philippians 3:21).  How reassuring is this!

A.W. Tozer, “What peace it brings to the Christian’s heart to realize our Heavenly Father never differs from Himself. In coming to Him we need not wonder if we will find Him in a receptive mood…Today, this moment, He feels towards His creatures, toward babies, toward the sick, the fallen, the sinful, exactly as He did when He sent His only begotten Son into the world to die for mankind.”

“Yet, in the maddening maze of things,

And tossed by storm and flood,

To one fixed trust my spirit clings;

I know that God is good!”

John Greenleaf Whittier

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Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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