AUGUST 18

The Groaning of the Believer

Bible Reading: Romans 8

Romans 8:22, “And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees?  But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.”

2 Corinthians 5:1-4, “For we know that if the tent that is our earthly home is destroyed, we have a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.  For in this tent we groan, longing to put on our heavenly dwelling, if indeed by putting it on we may not be found naked.  For while we are still in this tent, we groan, being burdened—not that we would be unclothed, but that we would be further clothed, so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life.  He who has prepared us for this very thing is God, who has given us the Spirit as a guarantee.”

I’ve witnessed the slow but sure digression of the health of a hospice patient as they’ve approached death.  A physician had already determined that there was nothing medical which could be done.  The patient was then sent home, or to a care facility.  Sometimes at the start of hospice care, a patient is still ambulatory and able to converse.  Yet as time goes on, body functions fail.  In the end, most are in bed, immobile, unable to take food, or water, or to converse.  That slow digression of health is usually accompanied by pain, and sometimes that pain is vocalized.  Though hospice nurses do a great job of working to manage their pain, it is still not uncommon to hear a patient groaning.  The earthly tent which has been the patient’s home is in the last steps of destruction.  And there’s nothing which can be done to stop it.

I’ve shared 2 Corinthians 5:1-4 with such folks.  It speaks of two main truths: 1) our earthly bodies are like earthly tents; they are temporary dwelling places; 2) when a believer dies, his earthly tent is exchanged with “a building from God, a house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens” (2 Corinthians 5:1).  As long as we are in these earthly tents—whether we are healthy now, or dealing with end-of-life issues—we groan with the desire to be released from earthly tents to put on our heavenly dwelling.

It is the Spirit, the first fruits, who keeps us looking forward to that beautiful day.  The first fruits speak of the pledge of the harvest which is to come.  Just like that, the Spirit’s presence is a pledge to the believer of the fulfillment of God’s promise regarding the redemption of the body.  It is because of the Spirit’s indwelling presence in us we groan and to the extent we are filled with Him, we groan all the more.  It is as Charles Spurgeon has noted: “Even this first point of what the saint has attained will help us to understand why it is that he groans. Did I not say that we have not received the whole of our portion, and that what we have received is to the whole no more than one handful of wheat to the whole harvest, a very gracious pledge, but nothing more? Therefore, it is that we groan. Having received something, we desire more. Having received handfuls, we long for sheaves.”

How essential then is hope?  And how necessary is it for believers to fix their hope on that which is assured to us in the promises of God?  Hope, in the Bible, refers to possessing a confident expectation regarding some unseen future reality.  We are all dying, some sooner than others.  We groan now, longing to receive what God has promised–to be released from our earthly bodies to put on our heavenly dwelling.  We groan, longing for freedom, and we hope, confident in the promise of the unseen reality that awaits us.  That hope is what works to keep us persevering amidst our sufferings.  May the God of hope fill us with hope (Romans 15:13)!

Robert M. McCheyne, “When you lay down this body, you may say, ‘Farewell lust forever, fareful my hateful pride, farewell hateful selfishness, farewell strife and envying, farewell being ashamed of Christ.  O this makes death sweet indeed.  O long to depart and be with Christ!”

LONGING FOR HEAVEN

Sure ’tis in vain to seek for bliss,
For bliss can ne’er be found,
‘Till we arrive where Jesus is,
And tread on heavenly ground.

There’s nothing round the spreading skies,
Or on this earthy clod;
Nothing, my soul that’s worth thy joys,
Or lovely as thy God.

‘Tis heaven on earth to taste his love,
To feel his quickening grace;
And all the heaven I hope above,
Is but to see his face.

Why move my years in slow delay?
And why this fear to die?
Death’s but a guide that leads my way,
To a superior sky.

Dear Sovereign, break these vital strings,
That bind me to my clay;
Help me to rise and stretch my wings,
And mount and soar away.

-Isaac Watts

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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