OCTOBER 9

A Matter of Life of Death

Bible Reading: Philippians 1:19-30

Philippians 1:21-24, “For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. If I am to live in the flesh, that means fruitful labor for me. Yet which I shall choose I cannot tell. I am hard pressed between the two.  My desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far better. But to remain in the flesh is more necessary on your account.”

My last week began with a wedding in a graveyard and ended with me leading a funeral in a ghost town.  I’ll describe, in a future post, the circumstances which led to the former event.  So today let’s talk ghost towns.  There are about 200 ghost towns in Oregon, the most of any state in the country.  They are according to one of five different classifications, depending on how “ghostly” they now are as compared to their past.  The town of the location of the funeral service is classified as a class D ghost town since it still has a handful of residents.

In the late 1800s, the town was said to be a “thriving little trade center” and once boasted of a population of nearly 1000 souls.  The completion of a railroad in the 1920s led to its eventual demise.  Although long ago weather worn of paint, many of the homes still stand.  The main surviving commercial building, the community center, was added to the National Register of Historic Places in 2012.

I was there in that community center on Saturday to lead a memorial service for one of our hospice patients.  She had died weeks before, having peacefully passed into the Lord’s presence with her beloved husband by her side.  Not so many days before that, we’d prayed together for a peaceful departure, having talked about the glories of heaven and of being with Jesus.  She was ready to go.

So, we were all gathered there for her service–her husband, siblings, children, and grandchildren and a few locals.  I commented how unique it was to lead a service in such a place.  Adorning the walls of the center are so many pictures, wonderfully framed and situated so as to tell the town’s history.  It was her and her husband who framed and put them all there.  For years, the town hosted an Oyster Feed which fed hundreds of folks.  She had played an integral role in those.  From her kitchen window, she could look across the highway to the community center.  Whenever she saw anyone stopping, she’d rush over to talk with them about the history of her beloved little town.  It was a nice service for a dear woman, and I couldn’t help but think of how she’d left her mark on her community in a unique way. 

In our passage, the Apostle Paul was addressing matters pertaining to life and death, as is summarized in verse 21, “For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain.”  He was uncertain to what his future held.  Some five years later, he would write, “The time for my departure has come” (2 Timothy 4:6).  But as he wrote to the Philippians, with a decision in his case still pending, he doesn’t know for sure what will happen.  And he wrote of how he was “hard pressed from both directions” (Philippians 1:23).

The advantage to dying was to be with Christ, something he deemed to be “far better” (Philippians 1:23).  He yearned to be in the presence of Jesus.  On the other hand, the advantage of remaining on in the flesh was his ability to engage in “fruitful labor” (Philippians 1:22), which would have been of benefit to the Philippians themselves (Philippians 1:24).

Nothing mattered more to the Apostle Paul than Jesus.  To die was to be with Him.  To live was to serve Him.  What a wonderful perspective!   A ghost town is a fitting metaphor when it comes to this world, for it is “passing away along with its desires” (1 John 2:17).  “During the time of your stay upon earth” (1 Peter 1:17, NASB), you’ve the opportunity to do things, as you love Jesus by serving others, that will outlive you.  Either way, with your eyes and heart set on Jesus, you’ll be in a good place, in both life and in death!

GIVE ME JESUS

Take the world, but give me Jesus,
all its joys are but a name;
but his love abides forever,
through eternal years the same.

Refrain:
Oh, the height and depth of mercy!
Oh, the length and breadth of love!
Oh, the fullness of redemption,
pledge of endless life above!

Take the world, but give me Jesus,
sweetest comfort of my soul;
with the Savior watching o’er me,
I can sing, though thunders roll. [Refrain]

Take the world, but give me Jesus;
in his cross my trust shall be
till with clearer, brighter vision
face to face my Lord I see.

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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