ENTOMBED BY FEAR

May 3

Bible Reading: John 20

John 20:19a, “…the doors being locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews.”

The religious leaders had won an apparent victory.  They had long sought Jesus’ death, and so it had come to pass.  They had conspired against him, arrested Him, tried Him, and had Him crucified.  As predicted by Jesus, His disciples had scattered from Him at His arrest.  And even while they were running for cover, the high priest was questioning “Jesus about his disciples” (John 18:19).

The disciples were afraid.  They had always felt secure in the presence of Jesus.  To their troubles, He always had the answers.  He who had the power to calm the storm, and the seas exercised a calming influence in their lives.  They loved Him and trusted Him and could not yet make sense of what had transpired (John 20:9).  An unimaginable tragedy had overtaken them.  And the supposed that those who had conspired against their Master would surely seek them out too.

So, the disciples sequestered themselves.  “For fear of the Jews” they shut themselves in and locked the doors (John 20:19).  They waited together.  Would the Jews find them?  One can imagine them anxiously scrutinizing every suspicious sound or activity outside their self-imposed captivity.  What were they to do?  How could they possibly escape their plight?

Jesus Himself had been sequestered.  He had been locked in a tomb.  It was not fear that led Him to that place, but unrivaled courage and devotion.  He was bound to a purpose and laid in a tomb that He might work to set others free.  Jesus had come to deal with man’s fear problem.  Chief among our fears is the fear of death: “Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself likewise partook of the same things, that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery” (Hebrews 2:14-15).  Death could not hold Jesus (Acts 2:24).  In rising from the dead, He triumphed over sin and death and the Devil Himself.

The sequestered disciples, in fact, had no reason to fear.  Jesus had escaped His tomb and there was therefore no reason for them to entomb themselves in fear.  But they were unaware of the truth of it.  Then “Jesus came and stood among them and said to them, ‘Peace be with you.’  When he said this, he showed them his hands and his side.  Then the disciples were glad when they saw the Lord.  Then Jesus said to them again, ‘Peace be with you” (John 20:19-21).

Twice He declared to them “Peace be with you!”  He had died to bring peace to sin-troubled souls.  By His presence, He ministered peace to His fearful disciples.  Trouble and fear were vanquished and replaced by joy and peace “when they saw the Lord.”

There are various threats and countless fears that burden our lives and cause us to fear.  “In the world (we) have tribulation” (John 16:33).  But in Him we can possess peace (John 16:33).  We are sometimes like those sequestered disciples, entombed by fears and all the while forgetting that He has “overcome the world” (John 16:33).  In the truth of His resurrection, there is reason for us to “take heart” (John 16:33).  Many of our fears could be eased if we would but remember that the Risen Christ is with us.  He stands in our midst (Revelation 1:13).  He is intimately aware of all about our troubles (Hebrews 4:15, Acts 9:4).  His power toward us is of surpassing greatness (Ephesians 1:19f).  His love for us surpasses knowledge (Ephesians 3:19).  Nothing shall separate us from it (Romans 8:35-39; Hebrews 13:5).  In Him, we have a perfect mediator, who has opened to us the doorway to the throne of grace that we might find grace to help in time of need (Hebrews 4:14-16).  That same Risen Jesus who visited His fear-bound disciples, is alive and present with us this very day.  Look into that empty tomb—He is not there—He has risen victorious o’er all our foes!  Look again to “his hands and his side” (John 20:20)—behold how much He cares (Romans 8:32)!

Jesus died for my sins and rose from the dead.  I’ve no reason to fear what others might do to me, for nothing can work to separate me from the love of God which is bound up in Him (Romans 8:31-39).

What have I to dread, what have I to fear,
leaning on the everlasting arms?
I have blessed peace with my Lord so near,
leaning on the everlasting arms.

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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