January 18
Bible Reading: John 3:22-29
John 3:27, “John answered, ‘A person cannot receive even one thing unless it is given him from heaven.’”
I say this as a former pastor who knows something about such temptations. Sometimes, we pastors can get jealous of those with bigger ministries. Even church members can act as there is some kind of race between churches to be bigger and better than everyone else. But we are not in a competition. We should instead be thankful for whatever ministry God has blessed us with, no matter its size and scope.
John’s disciples were concerned because the numbers of those following John were going down, while the numbers of Jesus’ followers were going up (John 3:26). Though they were concerned, John was not, and instead articulated an important truth that has relevance to us all. John understood that “a person cannot receive even one thing unless it is given him from heaven.” His ministry had been given to him by God. It was God’s to manage. God called him to it and equipped and sustained him through it. He would continue to do so until such time that God called John to something else.
It was as John MacArthur explained: “God had sovereignly granted him his ministry; if God now chose to change or end that ministry, John was content. Everything among God’s servants, including popular ministry, is a gracious gift from God, not something to which a person is entitled. Therefore, there is no place for jealousy, as John’s self-effacing reply indicated.”
John MacArthur
John has set a good example for us. All that we have has been given to us by God. In the words of the Apostle Paul, “What do you have that you did not receive” (1 Corinthians 4:7)? Have you been saved? Indwelt by the Spirit? Instructed by the Spirit in the truth? Gifted and equipped for ministry? Led and sustained by the Spirit? Encouraged in fellowship? Granted comfort and courage and strength by the Lord? Whatever good thing you have has come to you by God (James 1:17). God prepared ahead of time even the good deeds you do (Ephesians 2:10).
It is all by grace, and we should therefore be ever thankful for the privilege of serving, in whatever way God might call us to! That’s not to say we should not seek to do more, broadening our ministry efforts in seeking to please God. But our motivation must be to honor Jesus, not to outdo others that we might garner attention to ourselves.
“Our gifts and opportunities come from God, and He alone must get the glory.” – Warren Wiersbe
I’LL GO WHERE YOU WANT ME TO GO
It may not be on the mountain’s height,
Or over the stormy sea;
It may not be at the battle’s front
My Lord will have need of me;
But if by a still, small voice He calls
To paths I do not know,
I’ll answer, dear Lord, with my hand in Thine,
I’ll go where You want me to go.
Refrain:
I’ll go where you want me to go, dear Lord,
O’er mountain, or plain, or sea;
I’ll say what you want me to say, dear Lord,
I’ll be what you want me to be.
Perhaps today there are loving words
Which Jesus would have me speak;
There may be now, in the paths of sin
Some wand’rer whom I should seek.
O Saviour, if Thou wilt be my Guide,
Tho’ dark and rugged the way,
My voice shall echo the message sweet,
I’ll say what you want me to say. (Refrain)
There’s surely somewhere a lowly place
In earth’s harvest fields so wide,
Where I may labor thro’ life’s short day
For Jesus, the Crucified.
So, trusting my all to Thy care,
I know Thou lovest me!
I’ll do Thy will with a heart sincere,
I’ll be what you want me to be. (Refrain)
Author: looking2jesus13
Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces.
Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon.
Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries.
After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year.
Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley.
International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith.
Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully.
Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.
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