A DEEPER HEALING

January 30

Bible Reading: John 5:1-17

John 5:15, “The man went away, and informed the Jews that it was Jesus who had made him well.”

This account of the healing of the lame beggar is a lifelong favorite of John Eareckson Tada.  Joni is a well-known author, speaker, and international advocate for people with disabilities.  A diving accident in 1967 left Joni a quadriplegic.  Following years of rehabilitation, she emerged with a fresh determination to serve others.  Her “Joni and Friends” ministry provides programs for those with special needs and training for churches worldwide.  Joni has written 45 books.  But following her accident, no one, including Joni, could have imagined how God would work to make all that happen!

After suffering her paralyzing injury as a teenager, Joni desperately wanted to be healed.  When friends would visit her hospital room, she would ask for them to read from John chapter 5 about the man lying by the pool.  She yearned for God to do for her what Jesus had done for the lame beggar. Her sister took her to a healing conference in Washington D.C., but to her bitter disappointment, no genuine healing took place.  Discouraged and distraught, she harbored a bitter spirit.  Eventually she cried out to Jesus for help, and experienced in salvation a deeper healing, a healing from sin. 

For decades since Joni has testified to Jesus’ ability to grant such a healing to those who look to Him.  She has said, “Don’t be thinking that for me in heaven the big thing will be to get my new body…I want a glorified heart (i.e., perfectly healed from sin).” 

On a visit to Jerusalem not too many years ago, Joni personally went to the pool at Bethesda, the place where the lame beggar was healed.  She leaned there on the guardrail of the old ruins.  While there alone speaking to Jesus, she said, “Oh Jesus, thank you for a no request for physical healing, because the no answer to a request for physical healing has worked to purge my heart from sin.”

My wife, Laura, has been fighting her battle with cancer for seven years. Regularly, I visit hospice patients who’ve been told they’ve but days or months to live. They’d all love to be healed of their physical infirmities! But how good it is to know that Jesus can heal us in another way! He can forgive us and transform us and assure us of a home in heaven. That deeper healing is of eternal benefit! Has Jesus healed you that way?

There is a wonderful video of Joni’s testimony posted on YouTube.  I’ve shared it many times.  Here’s the link: https://youtu.be/NI22o5u32z0?feature=shared

PASS ME NOT
Pass me not, O gentle Savior,
Hear my humble cry,
While on others Thou art calling,
Do not pass me by.

Refrain:
Savior, Savior,
Hear my humble cry;
While on others Thou art calling,
Do not pass me by.

Let me at a throne of mercy
Find a sweet relief;
Kneeling there in deep contrition,
Help my unbelief. [Refrain]

Trusting only in Thy merit,
Would I seek Thy face;
Heal my wounded, broken spirit,
Save me by Thy grace. [Refrain]

Thou the Spring of all my comfort,
More than life to me,
Whom have I on earth beside Thee?
Whom in heav’n but Thee? [Refrain]

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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