March 29
Bible Reading: John 13:36-38
John 13:37-38, “Peter said to him, ‘Lord, why can I not follow you now? I will lay down my life for you.’ Jesus answered, ‘Will you lay down your life for me? Truly, truly, I say to you, the rooster will not crow till you have denied me three times.”
While self-confidence might prove helpful in the realm of human endeavors, it holds no power in things pertaining to the spirit (John 6:63, Zechariah 4:6). Peter’s experience highlights this reality. One might suppose that Jesus would have commended Peter for his confident affirmation of loyalty in his readiness to lay down his life for Him. But that’s not what happened. Instead of dying for Jesus, Jesus warned Peter that he would deny Him three times.
Things played out as Jesus foretold. Jesus went with His disciples to Gethsemane to pray. While Jesus agonized in prayer in anticipation of His pending death, the disciples, including Peter, slept. He chided them, saying, “The spirit is indeed willing, but the flesh is weak” (Matthew 26:41). How weak? Peter would soon find out.
Following Jesus’ arrest, various folks asked Peter about his relationship with Jesus. Peter denied ever knowing Jesus and even denied Jesus to a servant girl. Three times he disavowed any relationship to the One he said he was supposedly prepared to die for! The rooster crowed, as Jesus had foretold, and Peter “went out and wept bitterly” (Matthew 26:75).
We read of a different Peter in the book of Acts. Following the outpouring of the Spirit at Pentecost, Peter was Spirit-filled to boldly proclaim Jesus. Before a huge multitude, he fearlessly spoke of Jesus’ death and resurrection, and even indicted his audience with Jesus’ murder. Later, we read how the authorities arrested him and John and commanded them to stop speaking in the name of Jesus. Their response? “We cannot but speak of what we have seen and heard” (Acts 4:20)! The Spirit transformed Peter, who had been too timid to speak of Jesus even to a servant girl, into a courageous Apostle who boldly and relentlessly proclaimed Jesus’ name. Peter would ultimately lay down his life for Jesus. According to Christian tradition, Peter was crucified in Rome under Emperor Nero. But it was the Spirit that made all the difference in Peter’s life, not his own self-confidence.
Someone once asked Dwight L. Moody, “Do you have grace enough to die for Jesus?” He answered, “No, He hasn’t asked me to do that. But if He asks me to, I know He will give me the grace to do it.”
The Christian life is not about trying harder to do better in our own strength, but a walk by the Spirit in which He and empowers us to fulfill the will of God.
JUST A CLOSER WALK WITH THEE
I am weak but Thou art strong;
Jesus, keep me from all wrong;
I’ll be satisfied as long
As I walk, let me walk close to Thee.
Refrain:
Just a closer walk with Thee,
Grant it, Jesus, is my plea,
Daily walking close to Thee,
Let it be, dear Lord, let it be.
Thro’ this world of toil and snares,
If I falter, Lord, who cares?
Who with me my burden shares?
None but Thee, dear Lord, none but Thee. [Refrain]
When my feeble life is o’er,
Time for me will be no more;
Guide me gently, safely o’er
To Thy kingdom shore, to Thy shore. [Refrain]
Author: looking2jesus13
Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces.
Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon.
Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries.
After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year.
Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley.
International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith.
Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully.
Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.
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