THE WEEPING WITNESS

May 14

Bible Reading: John 20:11-18

John 20:11, “But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb, and as she wept she stooped to look into the tomb.”

One can only imagine the horror of her day-to-day existence.  It wasn’t just that she was demon possessed, but that she was possessed by seven demons (Luke 8:2).  We read in the gospel accounts of the plight of others who were similarly afflicted—tormented, self-abusive, ostracized, hopeless and helpless.  The devil’s own emissaries were working to make her life as miserable as possible.  And there was absolutely nothing she could do to change all that.  But that all changed when she met Jesus.  He delivered Mary from all her demons, and she henceforth devoted herself to following and serving Him.

She was one of a group of women who ministered to Jesus and the disciples, providing for their physical needs—food and clothing and such (Luke 8:1-3).  How glad she must have been to serve the One who had set her free from tyranny.  She followed Jesus all the way to the cross (John 19:25).  She witnessed His death.  She would be the first to bear witness to His resurrection.

But in our verse, we find her weeping, not yet made aware of the joyous truth of Jesus’ resurrection.  Twice she is asked: “Woman, why are you weeping?” (John 20:13,15).  Her tears ushered forth from her broken heart, but her heart was misinformed.  Jesus was not dead, but alive!  The One who had once delivered her from the domain of darkness had Himself triumphed over death and the devil.  The empty tomb is a fountain of hope for broken hearts and teary eyes.  Jesus has won the victory over all that troubles us in this world.  Having ascended to the right hand of God, He even now intercedes on our behalf.  He’s coming again and will bring us to a place of ultimate triumph, where there will be no more tears! Some tears might very well be averted if we but turn our eyes to the One who died for our sins and rose from the dead! 

Jesus lives!  The truth of His resurrection is a fountain of hope in this sin-weary world.

HE LIVES
I serve a risen Savior, Hes in the world today;
I know that He is living, whatever men may say;
I see His hand of mercy, I hear His voice of cheer, And just the time I need Him, Hes always near.

He lives, He lives, Christ Jesus lives today!
He walks with me and talks with me
A-long lifes narrow way.
He lives, He lives, salvation to impart!
You ask me how I know He lives?
He lives within my heart.

In all the world around me I see His loving care,
And tho my heart grows weary, I never will despair;
I know that He is leading thro all the stormy blast,
The day of His appearing will come at last. [Refrain]

Rejoice, Rejoice, O Christian, lift up your voice and sing
Eternal hallelujahs to Jesus Christ the King!
The Hope of all who seek Him, the Help of all who find,
None other is so living, so good and kind. [Refrain]

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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