HOW LONG LORD?

JANUARY 17

Psalm 13

Psalm 13:1, “How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?  How long will you hide your face from me?”

“I was sure by now
God, you would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
And once again,
I said, “Amen” and it’s still rainin’.”
—Casting Crowns, “I Will Praise You in this Storm.”

Whenever I hear this song, I think of Laura in her cancer situation.  Diagnosed to have cancer in January 2017, she’s carried the burden of a terminal illness and chronic pain for almost eight years now.  In that, there’s the temptation to assume that God has hidden his face or forgotten her situation. But He’s not forgotten!

The exact circumstances of David’s situation are unknown to us.  But it’s fair to say that his thoughts have echoed through the centuries in the lives of others who likewise found themselves in a longstanding difficulty.  That David asked, “How long?” four times speaks to his intense desire for deliverance and great despair in hearing no answer from God.  As Charles Spurgeon put it, “Time flies with full-fledged wing in our summer days, but in our winters he flutters painfully.”  I’ve witnessed the “painfully” part in the day-after-day anguish experienced by some of our hospice patients.  They’ll asked, “how long?” with respect to the days until God takes them home.

David asked, “how long?” but was refreshed and encouraged by recalling God’s steadfast love (Psalm 13:5).  No matter his circumstances, the fact remained that the Lord had “dealt bountifully with (him)” (Psalm 13:6).  The cross serves as an ongoing reminder that no matter how troublesome our circumstances or deep our sorrow, nothing “will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 8:39).  He cannot and will not forget us!  

“But Zion said, ‘The Lord has forsaken me; my Lord has forgotten me.’  ‘Can a woman forget her nursing child, that she should have no compassion on the son of her womb? Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you.”—Isaiah 49:14-15

Application Questions: Have you ever felt as if the Lord has abandoned you?  Have you ever felt as if your prayers were bouncing off the ceiling?  How can focusing on the steadfast love of God, and his faithfulness, help?  What can help to shift your focus?

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry Conklin, born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon, served six years in the US Navy Submarine service. After earning a degree in Nuclear Technology, he worked at Trojan Nuclear Plant as a reactor operator. In 1990, after earning a Masters Degree in Theology, he became the senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria for 27 years, also serving as a fire department chaplain and making nine trips to Uganda for ministry work. After his wife’s cancer diagnosis, they moved to Heppner. Since 2021, he has served as the part-time hospice chaplain for Pioneer Hospice. In 2023 he helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter (SMCSM) and now serves at the board chairman. In February 2025 Jerry was honored as Heppner’s Man of the Year. In March 2025 Jerry was honored by US Senator Jeff Merkley for his work with SMCSM. Jerry and Laura have four children and three grandchildren.

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