FEBRUARY 18
Psalm 35
Psalm 35:3, “Say to my soul, ‘I am your salvation!'”
In this psalm, the psalmist, David, prays with great emotion and urgency for God to intervene on his behalf. He pleads for God to take up his cause to vindicate him and enact vengeance on his enemies. He understands God to be the One capable of coming to his aid, both to defend and deliver him. And he cries out to God to speak to his soul that he might be thereby assured of his salvation. In biblical usage the pronoun “I” when referring to the Lord signifies the God who has promised to deliver His people (Exodus 6:6-8; Isaiah 49:26). God is able to save!
I’ve sat at the bedside of lots of dying folks. The final steps of their journey are into unexplored territory. As much as loved ones or hospice folks want to help them, there are unknowns and fears they alone can fathom. What they need is heaven-sent assurance that they are going to be okay. To know that there’s someone to walk alongside. Someone who can bring them safely home when that time comes. That someone is Jesus, and there’s no substitute for the salvation and assurance He alone can provide.
It is one thing to hear comforting and assuring words from good-hearted family members and friends. And there are verses to share and songs to sing that bear such messages. But there’s no substitute for the still small voice of the Holy Spirit, the Comforter. Assurance is the language he speaks to those belonging to God (Romans 8:10-13; 1 John 4:13).
The plea of the psalmist, however, is not just for the dying or when we find ourselves in times of trouble. It is with assurance that we are free to occupy ourselves in doing vs. wondering. Having awareness that we are safe in the arms of Jesus, we are free from fears to stand and serve without reservation.
We are frail creatures. How good is an encouraging word to our soul from our God and Savior! Speak to my soul, O Lord! My heart rejoices in your reassurance.
Application Questions: Think back to the last time you were sorrowful. What worked to turn your emotions around? How important is this promise of joy in times of sorrow? What means does God use to restore joy?
Author: looking2jesus13
Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces.
Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon.
Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries.
After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year.
Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley.
International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith.
Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully.
Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.
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