COUNTING THE DAYS

MAY 6

Psalm 90

Psalm 90:12, “So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.”

Laura’s most recent visit to the oncologist brought sobering news: her cancer had spread to her liver. After sharing this update, the doctor gently asked if she wanted to continue treatment. I asked what would happen if she chose not to. His answer was direct—three to six months. And so, we find ourselves at a crossroads. Her cancer has always been terminal, yet God has already extended her life beyond what anyone expected. Still, the doctor’s words served as a stark reminder of how fragile and fleeting life truly is—a truth Psalm 90 communicates with deep clarity.

Psalm 90, attributed to Moses, is the oldest psalm in Scripture. It reflects on Israel’s wilderness journey after the exodus from Egypt—a season marked by God’s judgment and the harsh reality of human mortality. An entire generation died before entering the Promised Land. In this context, Moses meditates on the brevity of life and the weight of God’s eternal presence—truths that resonate deeply with what I’ve seen as a hospice chaplain.

Over the years, I’ve learned this: life is short, and death is certain—for all of us, unless Christ returns first. Psalm 90 doesn’t avoid this truth; instead, it invites us to embrace it with humility and hope. In verse 12, Moses prays, “Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” It’s a call to live from an eternal perspective.

True wisdom is applying knowledge to make sound decisions based on truth. A heart of wisdom recognizes that our time on earth is temporary, while eternity with God is forever. That understanding shapes how we live now. It calls us to make wise, holy choices in this life, with our eyes fixed not just on the here and now, but on the then and there—the reward of being with God forever.

“Only one life, ‘twill soon be past; only what’s done for Christ will last.” — Missionary C. T. Studd

Application Questions: How does recognizing the brevity of life influence the way you prioritize your time and your decisions today?  What would it look like for you to live with a “heart of wisdom” in this season of your life, knowing that eternity is your ultimate home?

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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