JUNE 24
Psalm 124
Psalm 124:1-2, “If it had not been the Lord who was on our side—let Israel now say—if it had not been the Lord who was on our side.”
It’s been a long, difficult journey. Since Laura’s cancer diagnosis in January 2017, she has faced more than her share of hardship. She’s undergone radiation and endured six different cancer treatment plans. Her spine was weakened to the point where she now wears a back brace whenever she leaves the house. Chronic pain, endless doctor appointments, and an overwhelming amount of medical paperwork have become part of daily life. Slowly, her health and abilities have declined—but her spirit has not.
There are moments when we look back and realize: we should not have made it through. And yet, Laura has. She’s outlived expectations, held on to hope, and found ways to keep moving forward. Through pain and exhaustion, she has remained resilient—sometimes joyful, often courageous, always faithful. How? Because God was on our side. He has sustained her when strength failed. He has brought peace in the middle of chaos. His mercy has met her in the darkest moments. Without Him, this story would read very differently. But with Him, it is one of perseverance, grace, and quiet victory.
Psalm 124 is a song of gratitude, recognizing that Israel’s survival was only possible because the Lord was on their side. The psalmist reflects on what could have happened—being swallowed alive by enemies, swept away by raging waters—if God had not intervened. But instead, Israel was delivered like a bird escaping a hunter’s snare. The psalm ends with a powerful declaration: “Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth (Psalm 124:8).” Though Israel be outnumbered, and though there appeared to be no clear means of escape, their victory was assured for the maker of heaven and earth was on their side. God worked to turn what should have been a defeat, into deliverance.
Psalm 124 reminds us that when life seems overwhelming, its not by our strength that can see us through. Whatever the battle, God’s presence changes everything. Like Israel, we can say with confidence: “If the Lord had not been on our side…” But He is. And because of that, I have hope—even in the hardest places.
“So, what do you think? With God on our side like this, how can we lose?” – Romans 8:31, The Message Bible
APPLICATION QUESTIONS: Can you think of a time in your life when, looking back, you can say, “If the Lord had not been on my side”? What did God teach you through that experience? In what current situation do you need to be reminded that God is still on your side—fighting for you, sustaining you, and walking with you?
Author: looking2jesus13
Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces.
Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon.
Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries.
After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year.
Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley.
International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith.
Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully.
Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.
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