JULY 2
Psalm 130
Psalm 130:5-6, “I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I hope; my soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen for the morning, more than watchmen for the morning.”
I’ve served as a watchman of sorts. While aboard the submarine, part of my role was to stand watch in the control room, overseeing the electrical operation of the nuclear power plant. Often, the hours were tedious and boring, making it a real challenge to stay awake and alert. I found myself counting down the hours until “morning” — the moment when my replacement would arrive and I could finally get some much-needed rest.
In Psalm 130:6, the psalmist declares, “My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen wait for the morning.” In ancient Israel, watchmen stood guard through the dark, silent hours of the night, alert for danger and longing for the break of day. Morning meant safety, rest, and the assurance that the night had passed. The psalmist uses this image to express a soul waiting—not in despair, but in confident hope—for God’s mercy and redemption.
Waiting for the Lord, as described in Psalm 130, is not passive or uncertain; it is an active, hopeful attitude rooted in trust. The psalmist acknowledges the depths of despair—“out of the depths I cry to you, Lord” (Psalm 130:1)—recognizing the weight of sin and its troubling influence. Yet, amid this darkness, he clings to the confident assurance that God is forgiving and full of steadfast love, “that he may redeem Israel from all their iniquities” (Psalm 130:8).
To wait for the Lord means to place our hope fully in His mercy, patiently trusting that He will answer, forgive, and restore in due time. It is a waiting filled with patience, prayer, and expectation, knowing that God’s timing is perfect and His love never fails. This kind of waiting instructs and transforms our hearts, giving us peace even before the dawn breaks.
“Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.”— Isaiah 40:31
Application Questions: When have you experienced God’s faithfulness after a season of waiting or hardship? How can recalling that encourage you in your current struggles? Is there some particular trouble in your life in which you need to wait patiently and trust God’s timing?
Author: looking2jesus13
Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces.
Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon.
Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries.
After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year.
Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley.
International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith.
Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully.
Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.
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