February 5

Christ’s Perfect Love

Bible Reading: John 13:1-20

They were twelve ordinary men–amongst them were fishermen, a tax-gatherer, and a political zealot. Jesus had prayed all night, some three and a half years previous, before choosing these men (Luke 6:12-16). They were just like us–far from perfect. Though they had the best of teachers–who spoke as no man had ever spoke–Jesus’ disciples were not great students. This is evidenced in their inability to understand when He spoke of His pending suffering and death. He taught and exemplified love and humility and servanthood and sacrifice, but they remained prideful and on more than one occasion argued amongst themselves as to which of them was the greatest. Any one of His miracles should have garnered in them an unwavering faith, yet there remained in them a stubborn tendency to doubt. They were so audaciously out of step with Him, in spirit and purpose, they once asked if they should call down fire from heaven on a village which had refused Him welcome! They were just like us–frail humans, subject to doubt, prone to pride, selfishness and foolhardy choices, desperately in need of someone to love them and who would never give up on them.

“He knew that his hour had come to depart out of this world to the Father, he loved them to the end” (John 13:1).  Foot washing was a common practice in those days.  The pathways were dirty.  People wore sandals.  Upon entry into a home, the lowest ranking servant would wash the feet of the guests. The day Jesus and his disciples arrived in the upper room, there was no servant to wash their feet.  Any of the disciples could have taken on the task, or they could have washed each other’s feet, but they took no initiative.  So Jesus, the Master, set aside His outer garments, tied a simple towel around His waist and set about as a servant to wash their feet.  His main concern?  To demonstrate His personal love to the twelve that they might rest secure in it.  So He washed their feet.  One of them would soon betray Him.  The others would all abandon Him.  But “he loved them to the end.”  The word translated “end” means literally, He loved them to perfection.  He never failed in His love for them.  Later, in His prayer to the Father, He would say, “While I was with them, I kept them in your name, which you have given me. I have guarded them, and not one of them has been lost except the son of destruction, that the Scripture might be fulfilled” (John 17:12).

Charles Spurgeon commented on this, “From Gethsemane to Golgotha, along the blood sprinkled road, you see proof that having loved his own he loved them to the end. Not all the pains of death could shake his firm affection to his own. They may bind his hands, but his heart is not restrained from love; they may scourge him, but they cannot drive out of him his affection to his beloved; they may slanderously revile him, but they cannot compel him to say a word against his people; they may nail him to the accursed tree, and they may bid him come down from the cross, and they will believe on him, but they cannot tempt him to forsake his work of love; he must press forward for his people’s sake until he can say, “It is finished.”…Standing, as it were, at the world’s end, at the grave’s mouth, and at hell’s door, the cross of Jesus reveals love to the utmost end, and is a grand display of the immutability and invincibility of the love of the heart of Jesus.”

Take courage, fellow Christian!  He chose these people and “loved them to the end.” So it is with you!  He will never leave you, or forsake you!  Nothing can separate you from His love!  How incredibly blessed we are to have such a loving Lord and Savior! And by the way, about those out of step disciples…not only did Jesus love them to the end, He later worked to transform them and Spirit-empower them to turn the world upside down (Acts 17:6)!

Lord Jesus, how we praise You because Your love knows no limits and can never fail!  We stand amazed by the example of how You forged ahead to the cross despite opposition, betrayal, and abandonment.  May the Spirit open our eyes to the majesty of this miraculous love of Yours, which surpasses knowledge.  Let us rest assured in your love for us.  Let us grow up in it.  Let us walk in it!

Oh love that will not let me go

I rest my weary soul in thee

I give thee back the life I owe

That in thine ocean depths its flow

May richer, fuller be

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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