“IF ONLY”

October 2

Bible Reading: 1 Timothy 6

1 Timothy 6:6-7, “But godliness with contentment is great gain, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world.  But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content.”

Contentment is easy enough to define, but not always so easy to lay hold of.  The term translated “contentment” here means “satisfaction with what one has.”  Here’s the rub.  We tend to an “if only” way of thinking about things.  We are prone to it in the flesh.  The world caters to and encourages this approach to life (1 John 2:15-16).  It is the nature of sin to be seldom satisfied, always wanting more (1 Timothy 6:9-10).  The if only way of thinking supposes that happiness (and contentment) lies in the if only provision of something or some different set of circumstances.  If only I had a new car, a bigger house, a better job, a better boss, no job, no boss, a better church, a better pastor, a new location, more freedom, less of a belly, a McDonald’s hamburger, etc.  If only I won the lottery, then I would be content.  If only I didn’t have to go through this trial.  If only people would treat me with respect.  There are far too many if onlys to list.  They nag at us, suggesting that we are on the verge of finding true happiness, if only.  It is not necessarily wrong to pursue or possess some of the things in this list. The problem lies in the thinking that true contentment can be found in them.  True contentment is something God wants us to experience, but it is not sourced in things or circumstances.  He refuses to allow us to find true contentment in anything else but Him, because He created us for the purpose of knowing Him and finding our contentment in Him.

We Americans are a “spoiled” lot.  Our prosperous estate is the envy of most of the rest of the world.  Those of past centuries could have never imagined that such a prosperity was even possible.  If true contentment could be had in possessions and experiences, then we should be the most content people on earth, but contentment can hardly serve as an apt description of our society.  Despite having little and not expecting to have more, the impoverished friends I’ve visited in Uganda seem to be far more content in their lives.

Paul wrote to Timothy about false teachers who erroneously imagined that “godliness is a means of gain” (1 Timothy 6:5).  They supposed that there was money to be made in peddling God.  They taught others to believe likewise.  Theirs was a prosperity message, mistakenly supposing contentment to lie is possessing things.  You don’t have to look too far to find people promulgating that same tired message.  “The desire to be rich” and the “love of money” lies at the root of such things (1 Timothy 6:9-10).  Such desires lead not to contentment, but to “ruin and destruction” (1 Timothy 6:9).  “One’s life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions” (Luke 12:15).  “Godliness with contentment is great gain” (1 Timothy 6:6).  Godliness has to do with maintaining a “God-ward” attitude about things.  It is to have one’s life compass orientated in a God-ward direction, such that knowing and pleasing Him matters most.  It is to be more concerned with pleasing God than possessing things.  Godliness compliments contentment because it works to focus one’s vision on the things that truly satisfy.

The fact is that we brought nothing into the world, and we will exit the world in the same manner (1 Timothy 6:7).  I was there at the birth of our children and can testify to the truth of this.  They carried no suitcases or any material possessions with them when they were born.  That holds true at the other end of life.  I read once of an 82-year-old man who was buried seated upon his 1967 Electra Glide cruiser.  His body is now decaying away, and the motorcycle is doing the same.  “We cannot take anything out of this world” (1 Timothy 6:6). 

Are you even now truly content in Him?  And not for what He does for you, but who He is to you?  What will it take to make you happy?  The believer in Christ possesses in Him “unsearchable riches” (Ephesians 3:8).  Do you have any certainty of not losing that which you possess?   Jesus says, “I will never leave you nor forsake you” (Hebrews 13:5).  Is He your “all in all”?  The Apostle Paul, who spoke of “the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus,” “learned in whatever situation (he was in) to be content” (Philippians 3:8).  He “learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need” (Philippians 4:12-13).  God has a classroom in which He teaches His children such things.  The course of study is demanding, but the objective is well worth the effort.  The hymn writer put it this way, “Jesus I am resting, resting in the joy of what Thou art.”  No one who says if only with respect to finding contentment in Him, will suffer regret in not be able to lay hold of that which they yearned for.

“I have held many things in my hands, and I’ve lost them all; but whatever I have placed in God’s hands, that I still possess.”—Corrie Ten Boom

Jesus, I am resting, resting
in the joy of what thou art;
I am finding out the greatness
of thy loving heart.
Thou hast bid me gaze upon thee,
as thy beauty fills my soul,
for by thy transforming power,
thou hast made me whole.

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Author: looking2jesus13

Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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