NOT ASHAMED

October 3

Bible Reading: 2 TIMOTHY 1

2 Timothy 1:8, “Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord, nor of me his prisoner, but share in suffering for the gospel by the power of God.”

2 Timothy 1:12, “But I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed, and I am convinced that he is able to guard until that day what has been entrusted to me.”

Are you sometimes afraid when it comes to sharing with others about your faith in Jesus? You are not alone. Before Peter boldly proclaimed Jesus before a crowd of thousands, he denied even knowing him to a servant girl. Let’s face it, there’s a hostility towards the gospel message that works to elicit fear. So, the Apostle Paul exhorted Timothy (and us), to follow in his example in embracing the suffering that is surely to accompany the bold proclamation of truth.

Paul wrote 2nd Timothy from a Roman prison, having been arrested as a part of Emperor Nero’s persecution of Christians. The epistle represents the last of Paul’s letters and was written shortly before his martyrdom in about A.D. 67. He wrote while bound in chains, from a cold, dark prison cell, and while facing imminent death (2 Timothy 4:6-13). He wrote to his beloved son in the faith, Timothy (2 Timothy 1:2), that he might encourage him to remain faithful in carrying out the ministry God has given to him (2 Timothy 1:13-14).

Suffering is the prominent theme of chapter 1.  Paul was suffering for the cause of the gospel.  His life in ministry had been characterized by troubles that had come his way as a direct result of his gospel preaching ministry.  He had previously written, in 2nd Corinthians, of that which he had endured to that time: “…with far greater labors, far more imprisonments, with countless beatings, and often near death.  Five times I received at the hands of the Jews the forty lashes less one.  Three times I was beaten with rods.  Once I was stoned.  Three times I was shipwrecked; a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from robbers, danger from my own people, danger from Gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness, danger at sea, danger from false teachers; in toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, in hunger and thirst, often without food, in cold and exposure.  And, apart from such things, there is the daily pressure on me of my anxiety for all the churches” (2 Corinthians 11:23-28).  He had faced more troubles since.  And it is important to note that Paul could have avoided all of that.  All he would have had to do was to stop preaching the gospel of grace.  But that was something he could never do (1 Corinthians 9:16). 

Paul’s exhorted Timothy to not be “ashamed” of the gospel or Paul’s sufferings (2 Timothy 1:8). The Greek term translated “ashamed” is the strengthened form of a term meaning “to have a feeling of fear or shame which prevents a person from doing a thing” (Vine’s Expository Dictionary). Paul was not deterred by fear or shame from suffering for the gospel. Others were. “All who are in Asia turned away” from him (2 Timothy 1:15, 4:16), fearful of being associated with Paul. But Paul stayed the course. And Timothy need not be ashamed. God for had given him “a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control” (2 Timothy 1:7). The Spirit of God works to embolden the saints. Peter, who had timidly denied any association with the Lord to a slave girl, was later empowered by the Spirit to proclaim Him before the multitudes and the religious leaders. Paul “boldly proclaimed the mystery of the gospel” by the power of the Spirit (Ephesians 6:19). He was “not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes” (Romans 1:16). He was also not ashamed because of his absolute confidence in the Lord’s ability to guard that which Paul entrusted to Him. “I know whom I have believed,” he said (2 Timothy 1:12).

Charles Spurgeon

Scripture verses put to music are easier for us to remember.  Such is the case with this verse, having served as the basis for one of our favorite hymns, “I Know Whom I Have Believed.”  That hymn speaks of a lot of things we don’t know.  We don’t know why God has shown His wondrous grace to us.  We don’t know how He imparted saving faith to us.  We don’t know how the Spirit moves in the hearts of men.  We don’t know when the Lord will return.  But we, as believers, do know Whom we’ve believed.  We know Him and know of His love, His faithfulness, and His ability to guard that which we’ve entrusted to Him.  “But the Lord stood by me” Paul would also say (2 Timothy 4:17).  With such a friend by one’s side, there is no need to be ashamed.

“View your pressures no longer as burdens but as a platform for His glorious sufficiency!” – Clarence W. Jones

I’m not ashamed to own my Lord,
or to defend his cause,
maintain the honor of his Word,
the glory of his cross.

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Jerry L. Conklin was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon. After graduating from high school, he enlisted in the United States Navy and served for six years in the Navy’s Nuclear Power Program. He was assigned to the USS *Omaha* (SSN-692), a nuclear-powered fast-attack submarine, where he served as a reactor-plant electrical operator. His military service took him to ports and locations throughout the world and provided extensive technical training, leadership experience, and an enduring appreciation for those who serve in the Armed Forces. Following his Navy service, Jerry earned a bachelor’s degree in Nuclear Technology from Thomas Edison State University. He worked at the Trojan Nuclear Plant near Rainier, Oregon, first as a reactor operator and later as a training specialist. After sensing God’s call to pastoral ministry, he left the nuclear-power industry and earned a master’s degree in theology from Western Conservative Baptist Seminary in Portland, Oregon. Jerry served for twenty-seven and a half years as senior pastor of Lewis and Clark Bible Church in Astoria, Oregon. During those years, he preached and taught the Scriptures, provided pastoral counseling, performed weddings and memorial services, trained church leaders, and served individuals and families throughout the community. He also served as a fire department chaplain and participated in a variety of community ministries. After retiring from full-time pastoral ministry, Jerry and his wife, Laura, moved to Heppner, Oregon. There he served for approximately four years as a chaplain with Pioneer Memorial Home Health and Hospice, providing spiritual and emotional support to more than 150 patients and their families. In 2023, the Oregon Association for Home Care honored him as its Chaplain of the Year. Jerry also helped establish South Morrow County Seniors Matter, a nonprofit organization created to address the needs of older adults following the COVID-19 pandemic. As chairman, he worked with community leaders and volunteers to develop a weekly senior meal program, a monthly veterans’ lunch, and other activities and services. The organization served hundreds of seniors, mobilized more than 200 volunteers, and received statewide and national recognition. In 2025, Jerry was named Heppner’s Man of the Year, and his community service was later recognized by United States Senator Jeff Merkley. International missions have also been an important part of Jerry’s ministry. He has made ten trips to Uganda, where he has taught at pastors’ conferences, preached in churches, participated in Bible-school graduations, distributed Bibles and Christian materials, and encouraged local pastors and ministry leaders. He developed the discipleship booklet *First Steps with Jesus* to help new believers understand and grow in their faith. Jerry is the author of numerous books, Bible studies, devotionals, and teaching resources, including works centered on prayer, Christian hope, spiritual growth, and the person of Jesus Christ. His decades of preaching and teaching reflect his commitment to presenting biblical truth clearly, practically, and faithfully. Jerry and Laura were married for nearly forty-two years and raised four children. They were also blessed with three grandchildren. Laura passed away in August 2025 following an eight-and-a-half-year battle with cancer. Jerry currently lives in Hillsboro, where he helps care for his elderly father. He continues to preach, teach, write, and serve others through pastoral and community ministry.

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